It’s really difficult to be happy or normal or even try to function as a person when your entire life is crashing down around you.
I am so tired of lurching between heartbreak and hope.
Feeding tears to my pillow again.
I try so hard not to cry but it’s all I seem to do these days.
Trying not to fall into the trap of thinking that things will be okay just because we’ve had a couple of good days. I can’t do this to myself again.